Thursday, October 03, 2002

confession?

I met my ex-bf's friend a couple of times now in the library or around school. I still remember that the first time we met in school (after what, 6 years?), I only barely recognised him. He changed a lot, at least appearance-wise. He's more tanned now, as compared to the pasty-looking boy before. He looks better and healthier, more sporty, more alive somehow.

We did the "I-think-I-know-you-but-I-can't-quite-place-you" thing the first time and then the "raised-eyebrow-with-look-of-recognition" subsequently. But we never smiled at each other! I'm quite sad cos I dont know if I should breach the smile-barrier first. He's very "unapproachable" in that sense. I remember that he was already like this 6 years ago. He's always the quieter one in the group.

The other day, I was rushing through the aisles in the Library looking for a book for a project. As usual, I had my headphones on and I couldnt hear a thing, other than the phenomenally loud music (it was probably Finch) that was playing at that time. I saw him at the shelf I was supposed to be at, walking up and down the aisle with the book he was reading. It looked kinda funny and I think he knows that too cos he stopped suddenly and walked away.

After that, I only catch glimpses of him in the canteen or library (at least I know now that he's doing the same subject as me-philosophy.. yay!) and yet never long enough for him to go at least to the "you-were-brad's-girlfriend-werent-you" thing. We need to establish contact, damn it!

Help! I think I like him!

posted by Sharon K at 9:46 am