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Friday, August 20, 2004

Save me from myself

It's looking dark outside and about to rain for sure. Strange in this time of the year. The world is going bonkers and so am I. I'm trying really hard to not think too much and let go whatever needs to be gone from my life. I guess there are some things that cannot be held on to and that is a fact of life.

But the very thing that is most hurtful will actually be the most beneficial to the healing process, and that is time. Time. Since time is relative, I suppose if I change my mindset about things, I will get on top of it.

Reading the news about Paul Hamm's miraculous turn from failure to winner in just about the most stressful of situations make me realise that no matter how trite and cliche it may sound, I am really stronger than i think I am. And I think I'm setting out to find out exactly how much.

Hardship, loss, pain, and embarrassment are not necessarily the thieves they seem to be if a person can learn from them and grow stronger.

At the heart of this life exercise is the ability to know oneself and to let neither inflated expectations nor disappointment obscure that connection to the core.

Yes. You've guessed right. It's another failed relationship for me.


posted by Sharon K at 12:43 am

1 Comments:

Blogger Sharon K said...

Troy: Thanks so much. I really appreciate it. You are right. The trick, at least for the moment, is to keep myself busy and not think about things. It's hard. Everywhere I look, every song I hear, everything people say... just something will remind me of better times and it's hard. I guess what I'm saying is that, yes. I will get over it but I have this feeling that before that can happen, there will be this major breakdown after listenign to some song on the way to work and everyone will stare at me in the bus/train.

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